Bjorn. says (9:55 PM):
When we talked on the phone the first time, you said that me talking to you made you have second thoughts. I could talk to you on the phone every night just to get you to fall in love with me again.
Because of Bjorn, I feel like I have a goal to do well in my life.
We plan on living together. We plan on going grocery shopping together.
We plan on going for walks in the winter with our gloves and our hats.
but i dont think things will be the same.
tonight.
i have waited since july of 2005 to see them.
the day is finally here.
it is finally here.
no longer will i talk about this or think about it.
i'm done.
and i'm glad.
i don't like you nor do i "hate" you.
i may say that i do, but i know that it takes too much to hate someone.
we had some amazing times when we were friends.
but that was then; we had our time.
i don't regret a thing. the memories we had i will always hold on to.
i'll keep your postcards and our pictures
because i know that you were one of the greatest friends i've ever had.
but its someone else's turn.
and i accept that.
i wish i didnt have to do this over the internet
but i guess that's what it has come to.
bye.
NO ONE CARES
- Music:Outbreak
this weekend i just feel like staying in. i just got home from work and right now all i wanna do is curl up in my bed and read perks of being a wallflower.
as i was getting ready this morning i realized how important these years are. i realized that we shouldn't spend so much time worrying about what we look like because in the grand scheme of it, it doesn't really matter. what people will remember you for is who you are inside. so who gives a shit if your pants are "out of style" or your hair style isn't found on the pages of a fashion magazine. it all really comes down to how you live your life; for other people or for yourself.
no matter how big of a gap.
you're still one of my favourite people.
no matter what.
no matter what.
I'm done fighting. And you're not getting the ticket until things are sorted out.
It doesnt matter if you're not getting a ride with me; you'll still be right beside me.
I'm not letting this whole thing ruin tegan and sara. There's no way.
I dont give a fuck. We will enjoy it. And that's all there is to it.
I like how maturely you approached this. Thank you.
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and im so over this.
I don't care. I care about her.
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